"The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it."
Oscar Wilde
Welcome to Imagination Temptation, a place where rants of a girl and the overwhelming feelings of her lays here.
All of the words implied here are genuinely from inside her mind or heart, though there are no guarantee that everything in here were just her imagination or fantasy.
Shall you see further inside this place, just click the girls on the left.
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Who am I?
Certainly no one.
Well, I am just a being who likes to imagine a lot. It even tempts me.
An author of its life. A human who likes to and being loved.
Who doesn't, after all? Blasphemy, I say, if you don't need to be love and loved.
I like simplicity yet complexity. I like modest things yet also I like challenges.
I hate apathetic people. I hate selfish people. I hate ignorant people.
I love stories from the girl in the attic. I love songs that sings out feelings.
I don't like cliche love songs. Suffice to say, I don't like most of the songs in the world?
Hey, do you want to know more? Are you listening to me?
A friend of mine said to me today that actually she often reads my blog.
I wonder if anybody out there does?
All this time I always feel that no one actually reads my stuff, mainly caused by low responses I always get in other public websites. So, yeah. I thought that applies here too. Was I wrong? Well, she said that it's better that way so I wouldn't know what the world would think about this place. Couldn't less agree on her, though. At least I can still write with glee without worry, albeit people out there may say anything. Just hope that no one will spill this thing out, lol
Anyway, I've been wanting to talk about this.
In my past entries, I said that I might want to drop G, but well... last Friday, suddenly he started a chat with me on FB, and we talked quite long about many things, to my recognition that we shared several things in common. Then, yesterday he started a chat again, encouraging me to join an art competition, and then we talked about many things again.
I wonder if this is a sign? I may hope too much, but I wonder why on earth he did those stuff. I may be a worrywart. At the same time I'm happy, but at the other I felt anxious. He barely talk to me at school. He never greet me when we ever cross. I started to wonder if he just do that not on a special purpose.
To begin those event, I remembered last week he sent me this Love Calculator application in FB. Like a fool I filled his name, and A's name there. It turned out to be a prank. The names were sent to him. That time, I cursed him (silently) and anyone who made that application. Anyway, I wonder if he knows of those names and began to react to that? I actually believe that he knows my feeling already before he sent that application. Again, I can't be so sure.
Aside from this love stuff, I am really sure of myself that I don't have any bless in counseling. I may be a good listener, but my tongue and brain and heart won't do their justice to give a cheering word, to give a better suggestion and critique. Everytime someone sharing their thoughts to me, I would listen to them thoroughly, but most of the times, I wouldn't be able to reply any best answer for them. In the end, I regretted myself because of that, but I'm quite sure that maybe God has His plans with this.
Anyway, I've been wanting to start on a project. Will write some details in future somewhere.
