"The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it."
Oscar Wilde
Welcome to Imagination Temptation, a place where rants of a girl and the overwhelming feelings of her lays here.
All of the words implied here are genuinely from inside her mind or heart, though there are no guarantee that everything in here were just her imagination or fantasy.
Shall you see further inside this place, just click the girls on the left.
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Who am I?
Certainly no one.
Well, I am just a being who likes to imagine a lot. It even tempts me.
An author of its life. A human who likes to and being loved.
Who doesn't, after all? Blasphemy, I say, if you don't need to be love and loved.
I like simplicity yet complexity. I like modest things yet also I like challenges.
I hate apathetic people. I hate selfish people. I hate ignorant people.
I love stories from the girl in the attic. I love songs that sings out feelings.
I don't like cliche love songs. Suffice to say, I don't like most of the songs in the world?
Hey, do you want to know more? Are you listening to me?
Yah, gwnya juga emang berharap terlalu banyak sih. Uda jelek, masih mau dihibur, mau jadi apaan gw. Emang gwnya juga yang salah sih kaga belajar. Bego, kan?
Dan uda kaya gini, gw masih ga mau menyalahi diri gw sendiri yang uda kemakan sama NW terus. Gw bertekad supaya gw bisa jadi lebih bener lagi, tetapi ujung-ujungnya juga sama aja. Gw ga bisa. Gw gagal.
Gw adalah kegagalan.
Salah kalo gw bilang gitu?
Gw baru nyadar kalo di antara semua keluarga gw, cuma gw yang nilainya paling kecil, paling buduk, paling rendah, paling bego, dan gw ga dibutuhkan kalo nilai gw jelek. Gw cuma jadi beban kalo nilai gw jelek. Gw ga dibutuhkan, hanya karena gw jelek.
Iya, gw lagi emo.
Iya, gw lagi kesel.
Iya, gw lagi mempecundangi diri gw sendiri.
Ga seneng? Kenapa? Apa karena lu merasa gw ga bisa menjadi sebaik elo? Get real, man, I'm not you. You don't even understand me. You don't know what I like, and what I can do.
Silly.
I hate you.
For never understanding me.
For never asking me what I like, and give me what I don't need.
